10/08/2015

Ode To A Father



When a father dies, a vacuum is created
When a father transits, a void is generated
A sharp pain hits, worse than the bite of the great white
When a father dies, a cover is blown

An irreparable loss, the end of an era
A closed chapter in the book of life
Never to be reopened, never to be read again
Opin irin ajo (the end of a journey)

Worse than a sucker punch, leaves you breathless
You reel back and forth like one struck by Cassius Clay
An eerie feeling, goose bumps and chills
Deep breathing and speechlessness

To cry or not to cry, you sit and stare into space
Memories rush by; you tear up as you smile
A silent scream then a tsunami of tears
The spirit is broken, the body succumbs

Exhausted. Worn. Beaten. Broken.
But still you rise, in defiance to gloom
You smile and attempt to laugh but it hurts
But still you move, albeit in pain and agony

The final moment beckons, the rites begin
Nearer my Lord to thee, Nearer to thee
Must I go and empty handed, thus my dear Redeemer meet
A’o pade lese Jesu, ni bi ti a ko ni y’ara wa….

The casket is lowered, amidst growing sobs
Dust to dust, ashes to ashes intones the preacher man
Tears all around, even the heavens wept
As the earth took its meal, swallowing the remains

Transfixed, bemused, expectant, hopeful
But alas! No miracle. He won’t rise, at least not now
The super dad is gone, the fatherly love with him
Never to walk the earth again, never to return

There yet remains hope, a glorious and eternal one
When the living saints shall on holy wings fly
And the righteous dead shall arise, set free from the grave
In the clouds to meet, a great reunion to begin….

Boanerges…Son of Thunder

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